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Kaitlin Judith Gagnon
Artist | Student | Varied
United States

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:pointr:I am Keitilen. :bow:

:pointr:25 years of age.

:pointr:I am a Capricorn.

:pointr: From Rhode Island, USA

:pointr:I am pansexual and a proud supporter of GLBTS. :pride:

:pointr:I love to debate.

:pointr:I am a very spiritual person. :meditation:

:pointr:I was born into a Catholic family, but now follow Unitarian Universalism.

:pointr:I have amazing friends who I will never give up on.

:pointr:I love making new friends.

:pointr:I despise "haters" in all categories. :pissedoff:

:pointr:I am an artist, writer, teacher, student, fiancee, step-mother, daughter, sister, friend, and a human being.

:pointr:I am autophobic.

:pointr:I am arachnophobic. :spidey:

:pointr:Terrified of needles.

:pointr:I love thunderstorms.

:pointr:My favorite season is Autumn.

:pointr:Die-hard Harry Potter fan.

:pointr:I am, also, a BIG fan of the Hunger Games.

:pointr:I am a bookworm. :bookdiva:

:pointr:I love Asian culture... and it's food.


:pointr:I love to study the moon, stars, and the universe.

:pointr:Music determines my mood daily - not the other way around. :music

:pointr:I love deviantART. :dalove:

:pointr:I can be very random. :spork:


GOAL: To earn one Daily Deviation!

Current Residence: Rhode Island, United States
Favourite style of art: All
MP3 player of choice: iPod Nano
Favourite cartoon character: Hotaru Tomoe (Sailor Saturn)
Personal Quote: "Every speck of dust has a lifetime story."

It's very hard to say goodbye to someone you've known your entire life.  On Saturday, May 16th a very close friend died of a heart attack.  He had no heart problems, so no one can figure out what triggered it.  My family called him "Nook".  My Mother, sister and I grew up with him and his two sons - as close to family as someone sharing the same blood.  It wasn't coincidental we had very similar last names.  We grew up in a cheaper part of an expensive town in Rhode Island - both parents were single and had known each other since they were teens themselves.  They loved each other, but neither said anything because they settled for the stinkier fish in the sea.  As the years passed, my Mom remarried someone because of pregnancy (my youngest sister) and Nook jumped from one dumb relationship to the other.  He moved to Florida because he was sick of issues with his family that had been brewing with his all of his ex-girlfriends.  My Mother and him talked a lot, hinting that they loved each other every day.  I guess he gave up on waiting for her to leave my Step-Father, so he found a relationship with another woman - his sons both said she was another "crazy lady".  After that, we heard less and less from him because his girlfriend didn't like him conversing with other women.  Then, this past weekend, he left us all behind.  Mom regrets not following her heart and not getting his true feelings straight-forward.  I feel as though she is taking the most brunt now.  We are waiting to find out the date of service - I only wish we had been able to see him one last time.  Then again, when do you know someone is going to pass?  

Other than Nook, Spring semester ended last week.  Mostly A's again.  They want me to pay one more semester out of pocket before I can use financial aid, but I don't have the money for it.  After losing my job back in January and going two months without my income, we have fallen behind on so many bills.  I feel terrible having to beg for payment plans from everyone.  My credit, which had been built to a good score, crashed in the matter of days when I had no paycheck.  I hate the credit system.  I was making payments on EVERYTHING, all on-time and ahead.  Now, I can't even get a legitimate loan to help bring everything back to date.  I owe so much.  And all because I was in the hospital and working for an inhumane Barbie doll.  I should have found an attorney, but it was a risk because Barbie's marry attorneys.  Even when you build your life, it can all come tumbling down in an instant.

But life goes on.  Even after loved ones pass away and you lose close-to-everything.
  • Mood: Hopeless
  • Listening to: "Fight Song" by Rachel Platten
  • Reading: My Unfinished Writings
  • Watching: The Great Gatsby
  • Playing: Candy Crush
  • Eating: Subway
  • Drinking: Cherry Dr. Pepper

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joeyv7 Featured By Owner May 18, 2015
Snowy  Many thanks for faving! :iconblackheartplz:
Keitilen Featured By Owner May 19, 2015  Student General Artist
My pleasure!  (:
libelle Featured By Owner Dec 5, 2014   General Artist
thanks :heart: for watching me...
it's much appreciated...
i hope you'll enjoy... :aww:
EmilyReich Featured By Owner Feb 24, 2014
Thank you so very much for the fav! :D
ever-so-excited Featured By Owner Feb 23, 2014  Professional General Artist
Hey! Thanks for adding my Miyazaki/The Wind Rises tribute piece to your favorites! :love: I'm really happy to see you enjoyed it :nod: I appreciate the fav and thank you again!
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