Closest Moon

I guess my laptop is fixed, now I just have to wait to get it back.  He probably had to erase everything, so I'm going to have to redo everything.  It will just be good to getting back to writing and digital art again.  Plus something to do other than sit here playing SuDoKu all day.  I love SuDOKu, but it gets VERY boring after weeks of solving them - I've finished 8 full books of it.

I have been feeling depressed all week - but nobody has seemed to notice.  Zoloft is a pretty good mask.

I told my boyfriend I loved him for the first time today.  He smiled.  But I asked him what he wanted for his birthday next month: "you'll be mad at me if I tell you."  I finally got it out of him, but I wish I had never asked.  He wants to have a "threesome".  So, he dropped me off at home because we were both feeling sick - allergies, probably.  I just checked my e-mail and he gave me the 'but your bisexual and they like threesomes' excuse.  So, I replied by telling him bisexuals will "swing" either way.  That doesn't mean we all love an 'orgy'.  It doesn't mean we're not monogamous - I know I defitinely am.  I also feel that those who do like them are borderline prostitutes, but that's just my opinion.  So, I am a bit offended and hurt.  

I'm working on creating a counter for Magic: the Gathering - carving out many of the same cards to give it a 3D look.  I just put resin on it a little while ago, so hopefully it turns out alright.

I'm waiting to hear back from a job I went for an interview for on Thursday.  I had a drug test and background check for it, so it must be going somewhere.  It's good because it's seasonal so I won't have to 'quit' when next semester starts for college (I'd cry while saying it).  

Well, it's getting late and I am worn out.  So, hopefully I'll be coming back fully soon!

Night everyone!

PS - Did you see the moon tonight?  If you don't know what I am talking about - about every 18 years the moon gets the closest possible because of it eliptical orbit.  So, tonight the moon is supposed to be a little bigger and brighter.  I wish I had a battery charger for my Kodak because I'd be outside snapping pictures for hours.